Running~

At the lowest point of my life, I looked into a mirror. The reflection~ a dark and depressed soul. I hated what I saw, and I ran. Days of running, running and running. Each time the light at the end of the tunnel getting closer and closer. Running was my passion. Running was an outlet for me to throw the hate I had for myself~and others. Throw it out of my mind. Little did I know, running away from the problem is only going to buy time, time to let you run a little further. They'll catch up eventually.

Life After O's 12

My emotions like to play tricks on my mind sometimes. It happens quite frequently, especially when I'm stressed. Recovery is a path, filled with pain and sorrow. But the light is near, it's coming closer. It'll be alright soon enough.

Life After O's 11

 I had a dream once, a dream of retiring in a hut on a rocking chair, sipping a cup of hot tea, watching the cool breeze blow at the tufts of lush green bush. And my mind, free of thought, free of worries, free of everything, everything but calm. Watching time pass, waiting, and waiting, for the end. There is beauty in silence, there is beauty in tranquillity. But now, if i don't act, that will forever be a dream. If I falter, I will be walking on a pile of rubble, a mat of my own tears and failure. Let's lock and load.

Life After O's 10

Ive never felt so exhausted In my life. Physical, mental and emotional exhaustion, life gives you 24 hours to overcome all of that. There's a gaping hole in my heart, one that can't be patched up anytime soon. I need to rest.

Track

 

New gunpla

Wahahahah I couldn't help but splurge on Gunpla- again

This time I went ahead and got something I set my eyes on for a while. The GM Sniper.

Photo credit: Gundamwiki

I have a ton of plans for this kit, as with all my other kits. But they're gonna have to take a backseat. I'll have to focus from now on. I have a goal now.

Life After O's 9

I admire people who stand their ground, know their goals and are unafraid of the popular opinion. These are the true role models that we should look up to. You are what you want to be, no one should superimpose their ideals on you (Unless it's immoral, ironic huh?). Be free. Stand against the tides, a new island, full of treasures await 👍👍

Of course, it's easier said than done. Be the change?  Sure. I'm game. It's time for change.